this week I’m having a moment to have opinions about videos on Facebook and YouTube , I watch some gender videos, but I do t know why, I just hate gender reveal videos when other siblings cry when they don’t get the choice they wanted, Fuck off....being lucky enough to get a sibling ...be grateful! ....rant over! This week has been an up and down week with emotions in our house running high, a mixture of excitement and nerves for what the nurses will say on Tuesday, I sometimes find it hard to work in a nursery with lots of expected mums and dad’s and not to feel sad that it hasn’t happened yet for me and James, he put up with a lot from me, I am a very heart on sleeve person, and all the time I’m happy for parents at nursery and having supportive colleagues helps, but sometimes you just want to come home and shouts and screams and then cry into a bottle of wine!
It’s not all bad I promise, We love each other and have amazing friends to support us and the team at Seacroft are so nice, Think I just overthink some stuff, and at the end of the day I just want to be a great mummy and make James happy for ever, ok I’m crying again
TTFN
Sarah xx
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